Chronicles Of Jerry

when i grow up..

2012-02-11T09:54:00.000-08:00

If i have children in future... i want to let them know..

how great my life is...

how colourful life their daddy went through...

how i enjoy and how I fight for my life..

how i make it interesting..

how to share my experience that are very helpful to those ppl i willing to share with..

how how how? ....

through http://www.facebook.com/jerrymousy

hahahhahaa... juz realised ..with the new timeline... i can see back... how my life been filled with such joy moment... and some emo status when im down ofcourse..hehehehe..

human is forgetful...sometimes we wont realised how much we enjoyed that past particular moment when we're enjoying it... after some time... which cost us some separation..some quarrel..some incident...some issues...

We then very nostalgically...missed the moment that we been before... that we created...that we had fun before... thinking why we did not enjoy as much as we can when there's a chance to enjoy it?

February liao lu.......... ;(((((((

i love my baby so much...

Where is everybody ?

2012-01-17T11:07:00.000-08:00

Blog not found****appears when u click at one's blog link..
... Where are all the friends that usually blogging when they're free...???
Most of them gone...and most of them also.....not updating their blog for quite a long time now..

When u blog..usually..u might click into other's blog and see what they're up to..and what they're updating....what's new in their life...

But this time when i click(it's been a long time i didnt visit others blog)...all gone without any knowings...

The feeling im trying to express is....

It's ike...losing somebody in your life...

Life is so, while u have a bunch of friends..all gathering around and spending time together...
and eventually when time is up... where all of them need to fly to their dreams...

Time goes on and on..and so on...

Some may become successful..some not...and some..might not be in the world anymore...

Keep in contact and show concern to the one you worth caring for...

While people are concerning about you....it's just because you're the person who made them think that you're worth to cherish for...worth paying attentions to...

Meanwhile in the same way...you cherish them..appreciate the bond..and become a better person to live on your life.. a change that make them feel proud of...

<3

需要与应该。。

2012-01-17T10:37:00.000-08:00

需要。。

---是人脑对各种身体和社会需求的反映。
需要按照不同的标准可以分为生理性需要
和社会性需要以及物质需要和精神需要等。

应该。。
--1.情理上必然或必须如此
2.不应该试图逃避责任

两个字眼。。很简单。。很普通。。。。。。却很难用。。

从网上找到的含义。。。不如亲身领悟的含义了解得还深。。

无事不登三宝殿的人。。

2012-01-13T07:42:00.000-08:00

从来不把这个部落各当成一个会让我更舒服的地方。。
其实一直以来。。。
开这个部落各的原因是。。。跟潮流。。
已接近五个月了。。也好久没动到我的手提电脑了。。无意间看到我曾经时常去emo的地方。。

就是这里。。。

以前用的是英语。。今天就很偶然的用用拼音吧。。。感觉比较感性。。试看表达自己。。

我已迷失了自己。。

想念以前的我。。也同时在寻找。。真正的我。。。应该。。本来的。。。陈建有。。
着几个星期啊。。超难过的。。一大堆大学科系选择的烦恼。。自己情绪上的浪潮。。脾气的问题。。
一大堆在我这么需要冷静思考的时候跑出来。。

照一照镜子。。害怕看到严肃的自己。。我很怕。。。自己跟自己说。。‘建有。。。笑。。’
我笑不出。。我做不到。。

有时候。。。sap ha..sap ha...会是很好的。。。真的很好。。

要说的是。。这些日子会过去的。。那一天一定会到来。。新年了。。新的一年了。。
不好的。。快让我看到。。。新的一年。。。我会通通把你们赶走！
很多时候。。

还有一样事情。。。那个日子也要来了。。

不肯定

2011-08-31T23:45:00.000-07:00

就。。。。

唉。。
不想讲了。。。T.T

Noticed

2011-08-30T19:19:00.000-07:00

woke up early in the morning and sense evil is around...
they're close....yet... so far and evil...
waiting and hoping for you death....
something sad is that... T.T... they....will always beside you...

told ya...simple is good...

fresh feeling...i hope it was real..

2011-08-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

it's like a dream... like i was floating.. and im not controlling my soul..
heart beats...i felt it... it's rushing.. when we're touching.. the eyes... ^^

anyhow... it's scary...
do you know how good it is to be simple and innocent ? cuz it makes u believe...
sometimes..things just wont be like as you wished.. things might be complicated in a way they will be.. that's what im afraid the most... while u have eyes and u cant see it.. u have the feeling..but it's faking you...

im honest to my feeling.. i show it on my face..and i mean it..

well , just a couple things i need to say more...

Don't Cry Over Someone Because Someone Else Could Be Falling For Your Smile:)
my recent facebook status update..which i think it's quite meaningful lah..hahhaa..

lastly,i hope the relationship status of us can be futhermore develop.. ^^

and thank you...baby... for the fresh feeling you gave me..this will be the very first ever feeling i had in my life..
mucha gracias..
anyhow, if this really a dream... then it must be a good one..

nothing in my mind..

2011-07-30T12:38:00.000-07:00

repeating the same thing everyday..
practise my guitar...
watch some movies...
reading some books....
eat..sleep...

need to get up ...and do something useful for myself...
after a few years..i'll be a working man... few years after that.... maybe a family...
maybe a tonnes of responsibilities i need to carry up...

life isn't easy...
and life isn't long....it's damn short...

scrolling down my photos in facebook...
realised how much time i spent with my friends...happily...really really joyful days...
all my memories...in this life.... until now.... they're the most memorable...
reading back all my posts until the 1st one... i noticed all of them were about TIME..

life is about TIME..

i gained another perception bout it..

somehow i found it is ridiculous to live ...

while alive..juz do what u need to do... RENEWAL is what i need...

use this few months of holiday ... to search ...seek...for the things i need to do..
too much of laziness is haunting me.... games and movies are not neccesarry ..

i'll share some quotes which i read from a book..

''Those who think they have not time for bodily exercise will sooner or later have to find time for illness''------------Edward Stanley

''After a difficult day with the children,'' a young mother says,''I like to take the car and go for a drive.I like to have something in my hands I can control.''----------Lawrence P. Fitzgerald

In making a living today, many no longer leave room for live.----------Joseph R. Sizoo

time to be a man...and do the right thing..

My version of The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars

2011-07-24T11:05:00.001-07:00

楊宗緯[那個男人]完整版高畫質MV

2011-07-24T06:48:00.000-07:00

HK HK here i come !!

2011-07-12T19:27:00.001-07:00

few more hours to HK... now so sleepy..LOL

see you guys after 10days !!! bye bye !!! wahahhahaahaa

hmmh....IT;S SUPER COMPLICATED

2011-07-11T13:05:00.000-07:00

relationship eh thing so complicated huh now i know....
not mine...mine one very simple nia..
heard my friend eh 'thing' liao.... feel that.....some part of friendship....some part of social network among ppl...very deep eh.....lol...friend like friend and other friend like other eh friend...

like what my friend found out in Aus ... as she knows more type of ppl in this world... suddenly think that we ourselves very innocent...very pure...lol...
my friend told me...."most of them all have BFssssss before...when they're young.. they already involved in numbers of relationship already'' is i too noob or they too pro ? walao..lol

one thought came into my mind.....which is only an idea...dont think that im an extremist pls...zzz

kik lai liao...kik kik...lai lai...LOL

我要脱离苦海。。。看破洪成。。。。。

人生很奇怪。。。
拚到半死。。。最后也死。。
有钱到半死。。。最后也死。。
帅到半死。。。最后也死。。
美到半死。。最后也死。。。。
人生就这样咯。。。。开心就好。。做多点功德，，，以后不要再做人了。。做神。。LOL !!

i know this sound childish and pantang..but this is a fact....u wan how???
if read liao tulan...pls forget got this blog..if read liao syok... i dont care..this is your choice ma..lol

BYE another day

怕。。

2011-07-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

妈妈说。。：“需要吗？傻的你。。如果人家接受你。。早就接受去了。。还有很多女孩子啦。”
算是搞不清楚状况的去我。。。静静的等她啰嗦完。。。

想回去他讲的话。。其实。。我几年前就听过了。。
但我依然是傻的。。

有一阵子。。还发现到其实我们的关系已经很僵了。。连朋友都怕我们聚在一起的时候的感觉。。
最近妈说：“再跟她表白多一次啦。。可能现在不同了。。如果失败就找别的咯”
突然感觉还可以有希望。。就心想。。不能就找别人咯。。。（以前也这样想过）
第六感告诉我不要了。。。但依然依恋。。。见到她的那种奇怪的感觉。。从没变过。。

之前被拒绝后。。。告诉自己以后再也不会对她有感觉了。。
现在。。又来了。。。
有时候非常讨厌自己那种无法自拔的感觉。。。理智告诉我。。。不。。其他的感觉又要我去。。

就因为有前一阵子的尴尬。。。现在又想换个方式来找她。。
其实很明显她又有感觉到什么了。。。
就只有几个可以联络到的方法。。都显得自己会烦到人家。。。

就。。。她条件太好。。。选择太多。。。虽然我不自卑。。也许我具体上。。。没有她要的东西吧。。
具体上的东西就是这样咯。。好比有些食物。。感官让人感觉不是很好吃。。。就给自己一个概念。。。“他不会很好吃”。。就很可能不吃或给别人了。。。

但愿如果有机会。。以后如果如果。。。。有女朋友。。。我一定会非常珍惜她。。

听起来很渴望？不啦。。其实顺其自然就好。。。现在想办法做一些能让我赚很多钱的事情。。

damn it... i wrote the whole thing in mandarin....==...LOL !!

one sentence i duno how to express in mandarin words...

''FUCK YOU WORLD !!! WHY RELATIONSHIP THING....AMONG HUMAN SO COMPLICATED ??!?!? "

晚安。。

and sooooo

2011-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

i've lost the motivation to cover that song....

hi blogger i missed you..

2011-07-09T11:03:00.000-07:00

how should i start to write? ==..

what i have in mind today? key words key words..come on..

709...
a great day to be remembered....

Bersih thing... friends.. chunglingbw my memory hub...movie...family...and maybe the least important thing 感情世界.. my feelings..and the last thing i wanted to do....is record and post some songs cover here....hope it works...

i'll skip the BERSIH thing...cuz lately im so disappointed to our country...curse those damn corrupted leaders...T.T..im crying for you Malaysia...ok skipped..

i'll start the topic about the happenings today...
morning..wake up....bla bla bla...went for basketball in CLB....
which made me thought a lot ... bout my dear friend....Eng Hui..who are now resting peacefully in a better place....as time passess...the sadness become dull as i think back those memories we had...and i remember i told Tong today..:"his leaving is just like Cheryl....like went to a far place and we can hardly communicate again"...
the path we walked through before we reach the basketball court...the stone bench we sat b4 which we used to talked a lot bout anything....quarrelled ..laughter..anger..sadness...pain...sweat and the feeling of tiredness after a one harsh match...the same old rim... same old floor....NOSTALGIC !!!

something that must admit..secondary school life was the best time i ever had..
back to the basketball court...
nearly 10.30am...rain starts to fall...everyone of us running through the rain...laughing in the rain and shading our head... just like the old time....form1 until form5.. im like listening back what we used to say ... laughter... still..i can remember every significance of everyone's laughter..ecspecially Eng Hui's...
OH GOD !!! my SPM and 1119 cert still in school....zzzzz..erp..

on the afternoon..i tried a thing that i never did before...
i watched movie alone.....sounds kinda sad right ? oh nonono..im happy.. althought there's still some little sad part in it i realised..
i watched transformer 3 and i watched movie in the cinema alone for the 1st time!! COME ON !! the feeling is awesome man... and ps..dont ever say me emo... i just wanted to try out the feeling..actually i wanted to do this so badly since this March..and i dont know where the motivation from..and i just did it today...

ok..the feeling of watching alone...
i was late for the movie for 5 or 7 mins i guess.. missed out one little beggining part...cuz i went to a wrong seat...LOL. but luckily i realised quickly...shiao liao...
eh..i missed out one part.. i bought the last ticket of the hall.. entered and sat beside a lonely guy...whom face is full of sadness..lol..and that was a couple seat..two lonely guy watching a nice movie..hoooor..lol.but i enjoyed the feeling ..watching alone made me noticed that...the movie really nice..duno why....this kinda feeling is still new to me..lol
sad part...jio her she mai come out with me...like this lo..

went for a family gathering at night..family hmmh... not much to say bout it..im happy with every second with my family members...as always..i love them and i cherish all the time i had with them..

bout the cover thing...i'll do it A.S.A.P
3.30am now..sleepy ..bye...

Holiday !! im coming !!!....sux.....time flies...

2010-11-17T10:33:00.000-08:00

what the heck....im 18 already......
what the heck....im not happy with this...
time !!! pls slow down lar !!!!! i beg u !!!
although im not as happy as old times(because back in secondary or younger,i was innocent)..although im not as young as old time...
but i've learnt more than before...
learnt to cherish....
cherish any kinds of relationship i have now.....
and also....the most importantly....
in this time...i have myself the opportunity to look through a window....
a window of ''should or shouldn't''......XD

should ? shouldnt ? see how it works....

life....short....complicated..and ....this is life.....
but simplicity of it...still remains....if you can find one....it's not that harsh though...
not all things are based on reality...give your mind a place to think.... you're human with feelings...you can play the think out of box game...you can change the outcome of the game...
win or lose....you're the mastermind ...u decide...
people have emotions......if you wish you live happily....let others feel happy in the other hand..

some extreme people usually live in an imaginary 'jail' of the world....
they react and judge without any sense of flexibility in their solution...
momentum came and momentum stokes ....
please.........be matured......dont be arrogant...

“The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, deference; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all men, charity.”

OMG.....a face.....a CB face...i knew it ...hahahha

2010-10-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

so funny la...
really a CB face...
i cant believe it.......
keeping stalking people..u think u're freaking ninja hor ?
like so pro aneh....
no one wonder ppl you're the so called ''CB FACE'' !! hahahahaa !!

I felt quite suck lately...and im not emo ..im juz fed up..

2010-10-28T13:36:00.000-07:00

lately my facebook wall is spammed by my bunch of friends....im here emphasising that

i dont mind what they said that im a gay..because i know this is a tease.....and realistically...im not ofcuz.. im straight and im normal...what do i have to care so much...

i enjoyed the tease so much..i laugh so hard ever since one post of them was posted up...

im not sensitive at all...i didnt treat it so seriously at all....friend tease friend is just a normal friendly communication....but when it became too excessive....it feels suck...sometimes...

and sometimes when you're teasing a person....you have to measure whether it will be too much or not....you're a human....u can control of yourself...

what i fed up a lot lately..is.....the way some friends treated me....

they show no respect at all.......a friend who shows no respect to you at all makes just you feel sad...it's awful....feeling of superiority complex will kill a bond....bonding of family and friends..

and sometimes you thought them are your only besties...but how come you feel like ended up alone....and thinking..:''do i really have a true friend? or...do i really can share my secret with them? ''

im gonna make it clear that...it's not related to the GAY topic....

u come to me and say me gay.....it's ok...i'll just laugh and carry on to another topic... it's not a big deal..but sometimes u have to see what is the occasion that forbid you to tease a person in a wrong time and in a wrong topic....

come on..this is not a skill to prove yourself better or you have skills in socialising...

this proven how childish you are....

try harder to reflect yourself into the mirror ...when you feel you're better than other.....there must be a lot of things that u have ignored...the thing that you will not realised easily...which will be also your most fatal weakness.... people will see it....easily...in the matter of time....

you talk as if you understand everything in a quick glance and pretend to be an understanding person to another....come on..you only see the surface..what if i make a drama in front of you? disguise you and misled you.....this is gonna be fun..watching a puppet who thinks he can move by itself.....

u know what....silence of the observer doesnt mean.......he witnessed nothing....

observer see something more important than correcting your weakness....

Happy Birthday to all October babies..

2010-10-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Libra

....

zzzzz

seriously...thinking bout the past...made me emo for now..

2010-09-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

actually i planned to slept earlier tonight.....

but soddenly i listened a song....which meant a lot for me.....

it's not the lyrics...it's the time matter ......

the time when i was listening to the song...

the atmosphere....the lullaby....

but it's not my favourite.....

feeling emo now..........

song is the food of our soul which i think it is......

CHEESE

2010-09-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

No More Ignorance....

..... and be FOCUS...........

it's a big deal for a mouse if there's no cheese.....but...

after-all.... some cheese is meant to be forget.......

staled cheese should not be remembered......it's harmful

The quicker it let off the staled cheese.....

The sooner it get it's new cheese.......

Quality cheese will lead it's way to a quality lifestyle...

Good tasting cheese will be remembered and remained with love in heart..

Bad cheese will always be a bad cheese...

No matter how it looks like...

No matter how aromatic it smells..

A little changes of the cheese...makes a different

how humiliating.........how ignorant........how foolish............

for a mouse to not even have a dream to eat......

how bad it is.....

it will ended up died and lying in the drain......

Cheesy road is the path..it's a kind of road...it's life...reality

The aroma makes you think,plan and do...

Taste of cheese at the end of road...

Satisfied the mouse who willing to pursue...

Go CHEESE !!!

There's still a particular race who are still not so open-minded...

2010-08-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

Independence Day is approaching........

thank to every races for their very own contribution.......

Thank to Chinese who earn a lots of money and make the country beautiful(in terms of development)....

Thanks to Indian who are willing to try their best to survive and being hardworking to make their life better...

and lastly...thanks to Malay who being so racist and depriving everyone's benefit without hardwork..

racism issue in our country will never end...unless they think equally and start to prove that their race is prominent in every field....guess what?? 2010 already........Malaysia is still left behind....what about our vision2020? get rid of the 'bumiputera thing' and start to think as a Malaysian......the 'thank you' thing i mentioned just now....is only the purpose to emphasise on the racism.....personally...i hate racism.....

try to imagine......how nice is our country....what makes it so special?

it's our multicultural society...filled us with many kinds of food,languages and culture.....we live peacefully together.......the faith has made us to be like that.....so why dont we live together harmoniously without thinking back to the past history of where our ancestors came from.....they're our ancestors.....and now we're the new generation..and we were borned in Malaysia...

we're not from China or India.......we're from Malaysia.....

our government dont see this multicultural thing as the best approach to create a most beautiful country in the world......may i ask you a good question....which other country has multicultural characteristic like we do? we have to start from that point where i think it's our advantage for us...

i wish in one day.......when people is questioning me about which race are you in Malaysia, and i would be able to speak out confidently that IM A MALAYSIAN !!!

Actually im not a racist person.....

But due to some unstatisfaction.....i post my comment here to sound out how much i hate those narrow-minded people in my country after i saw a page from facebook.....

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=293164&id=145217835508875&ref=fbx_album&fbid=145945385436120#!/pages/Sokong-Cikgu-Puan-Hajah-Siti-Mangsa-Politik/145217835508875

Racism made me sad....

and to be honest......from one of the comment "greedy intruder'......

from a malay guy......

i can see they're quite jealous about something....cuz they never workhard to get anything they want.....they got protected and get anything for granted..........and at the end...got left behind.....

maybe's not their fault....maybe a particular party...

im dont wnat to talk much bout this anymore....later ISA me..under what what bla bla law against me....

and also...not only malay is racist....

this guy is also a fucker...what the hell.....

no matter what happens.........

i dont care anymore.....as a college student......i study and after that get a good job......have a family then be happy always....

these all things are so lame............what's the purpose of living.........enjoy lar all racist asshole, racist scum-bag........(not pointing at any race)

if you want to be racist...make sure your race is better than the other(in terms of education,development,contribution and dream and action).......

Racism sux!!!

Malaysian....change your mindset...

2010-08-27T10:16:00.001-07:00

I read a good article in facebook....

nice one... illuminating...let's say no to racism.....

FW: Great Granddaughter of Tunku Abdul Rahman - VERY GOOD, MUST READ!!

by Puah Shyi Yeong on Tuesday, 27 July 2010 at 01:15

This is a very good article from a younger generation and a great granddaughter of Tunku Abdul Rahman. A very well expressed opinion of how all Malaysians should be treated.

IF THIS IS THE VOICE OF YOUR YOUNGER GENERATION IN MALAYSIA , YOU WILL BE BLESSED.

Sharyn completed her Diploma in Advertising from Taylor's College, and then left motherland to pursue her BA degree majoring in Media Studies and Anthropology at Victoria University in Wellington, New Zealand. While waiting for her graduation in May 08, she interned briefly at M&C Saatchi Wellington, a global advertising firm. Upon returning to Malaysia, jobless and relieved of rent payments, Sharyn stumbled upon Wild Asia through The Star which sparked her interest to learn more about nature and environmental causes. Armed with a communications background, Sharyn works on the Wild Asia website and editorial, translating geek terms into laymen language, easily accessed and understood by visitors regardless of their backgrounds, be it scientific, business, the arts or just plain interested.
By The Tunku's Great Granddaughter

This is a great piece. She has all the qualities of her great grandfather. Tunku has reason to be proud of her!

Tunku Abdul Rahman's great granddaughter

Sharyn Lisa Shufiyan, 24, Conservationist

Both my parents are Malay. My mum's heritage includes Chinese, Thai and Arab, while my dad is Minangkabau. Due to my skin colour, I am often mistaken for a Chinese.

I'm happy that I don't have the typical Malay look but I do get annoyed when people call me Ah Moi or ask me straight up "Are you Chinese or Malay"

Like, why does it matter? Before I used to answer "Malay" but now I'm trying to consciously answer Malaysian instead.

There's this incident from primary school that I remember till today. Someone told me that I will be called last during Judgement Day because I don't have a Muslim name. Of course, I was scared then but now that I'm older, I realise that a name is just a name. It doesn't define you as a good or bad person and there is definitely no such thing as a Muslim name. You can be named Rashid or Ali and still be a Christian.

I've heard of the 1Malaysia concept, but I think we don't need to be told to be united. We've come such a long way that it should already be embedded in our hearts and minds that we are united. Unfortunately, you can still see racial discrimination and polarisation. There is still this ethno-centric view that the Malays are the dominant group and their rights must be protected, and non Malays are forever the outsiders.

For the concept to succeed, I think the government should stop with the race politics. It's tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about 'us' and 'them' and focus on 'we', 'our' and 'Malaysians'.

No one should be made uncomfortable in their own home. A dear Chinese friend of mine said to me once, "I don't feel patriotic because I am not made to feel like Malaysia is my home, and I don't feel an affinity to China because I have never lived there.

I know some baby Nyonya friends who can trace their lineage back hundreds of years. I'm a fourth generation Malaysian. If I am Bumiputra, why can't they be, too? Clearly I have issues with the term.

I think the main reason why we still can't achieve total unity is because of this 'Malay rights' concept. I'd rather 'Malay rights' be replaced by human rights. So unless we get rid of this Bumiputra status, or reform our views and policies on rights, we will never achieve unity.

For my merdeka wish, I'd like for Malaysians to have more voice, to be respected and heard. I wish that the government would uphold the true essence of parliamentary democracy. I wish for the people to no longer fear and discriminate against each other, to see that we are one and the same.

I wish that Malaysia would truly live up to the tourism spin of Malaysia truly Asia. Malaysians to lead - whatever their ethnic background. Only ONE NATIONALITY MALAYSIAN. No Malays, No Chinese, No Indians - ONLY MALAYSIANS. Choose whatever religion one is comfortable with.

MERDEKA
MERDEKA
MERDEKA

A hot girl in Disted College...

2010-08-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

You're as hot as the sun,

The way you wear everyday,

Your outfit is so damn chilly hot,

Made me bleed,

Made me mad,

Made me WOW like i never do.

LOL...macam tulis poem.....

I dont know how to describe her face...due to my english limitation....in the other way if i can describe her pretty very brilliantly ....i dont think i can still describe the feeling when i saw her....

The most important things to emphasise.....

IM NOT IN LOVE with anyone......LOL...just for fun lar~~~~

to be honest, she's juz too hot to be looking at and i just cant take my eyes off her.....

this kinda girl...though when i'm ''kap lui-ing''...she's my preferable type....

but in terms of serious relationship......NO WAY....a big big NO !!!

imagine if she's your gf...and other guys will start to looking at her and cant take their eyes off from her.....my feeling is....OMG...am i going to share with u all ? stop staring at my gf (any part of her)...haha..

i noticed recently.....looking back from time to time........

guys' favourite hobby of all time.....is ''KAP LUI''.........means.........''tengok perempuan''

LOL..

im quite sure im not wrong with my statement.....indeed...im 99.9999% correct!!

it's men's nature...common....chill out everyone.... be cool....

but im not staying cool in case everyone is staring 'pervertly' at my girl...

after all...family is my best relationship and the best place to pour my hundred percent of trust and love to them........

Love your family 1st before you love anybody~~~~

By the way.....happy birthday to my most caring and best uncle of mine....Wendy's dad.....

your birthday persent...i hope you didnt forget.........

.''WHEN YOU WANT TO SMOKE,GO EXERCISE !!!!'' haha !!!!!!!!!

love your life everyone...and what is love???

2010-08-24T07:46:00.005-07:00

Okay...to be honest...i feel sad and mad at the same time when i listened the news about the KDU guy....who suicide on Monday by suffocating himself in the car with the excess breathing in carbon monoxide.... what a waste for a guy who have been living for 19 years and ended his life just because of the LOVE silly thing.....

Okay...im nt being offensive......but you're so freaking stupid !!! what can she does for you and what kind of love made you think that your life is cheaper than a relationship??? and some will ask me....why couldn't love be so important to person?? how bout true love with sad ending???

Bullshit!!(excuse me...errrhmm)

Okay....to all the people around the world...please..love your life......LOVE doesn't mean anything to you.....if you failed the 1st relationship.....learn something and gain knowledge from that and start another one....doesn't it sounds so easy ??? maybe you'll be hurt devastatingly and seems like no way out in the darkness of your life.....but take a look...seriously...slowly.....and patiently...... you will see a door...a light and helping hands from anywhere...to assist you to pass thro' ......

Okay.......Dont be silly.....suicide is for sissy....for coward.......(i didn't mean sissy and coward can suicide)..LOL

Okay.......eeehhh.....what is love?? dont ask me this kinda question.....i never start a serious relationship before....

looking thro to seek out the definition......=.=

Okay.......im lame and lame enough to ask this...

Okay....since im so desperate ....XD tell anyone who see my blog.....a secret...

...........i like tall girls.........and playful one.....haha

Okay ........pls...keep it a secret although i already posted here (means no longer a true secret)...but pls....be respectful to jerrymousy.....LOL

my last OKAY......

OKAY(this is nt last...=.=)........i wish i can master my guitar and singing skills....and singing like a bird~~~~~Cuz...i.......................Love Music!!!!!!!!!

bye......

LeeHom is the most perfect guy...

2010-08-13T20:44:00.000-07:00

LeeHom !! LeeHom !! LeeHom !!!!!

Watched Love In Disguise yesterday with my sisters and my cousin....

Anyone who thinks that his new song is nice.....just go and watch it.....im sure u all will have a great ghostbump time when he's performing this song in the movie....

great night great movies with family members.....

considering to go to KL just for his signature..at One Utama 22nd August 6pm....by train....haha

music meant a lot to me...

2010-08-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

stucking both my ears with a well-made sony-ericson in-ear earphone....

listening to what i want to listen.....

sentimental and brisk is my most favourite.....

flipping a good book in my hand....

reflect to myself who i am and who i want to be.....

it's like a treatment ....it's like sneaking a relaxing time in a crowded mind....

in my empty room....boring atmosphere.....music fill up my need...

im thinking.......what about try to make a type of this song....smooth and catchy...

piles of mission.....to achieve..there's only one way you can complete.....

JUST DO IT!!!

Ten Things bout yourself..who are you Jerry?

2010-08-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

Just went back from Subang Jaya yesterday and reached Buttwerwoth this early in the morning.. I went S.J for a US application workshop...it was quite a nice experience for me meeting those great scholars all around Malaysia in Taylor college..and i reflected to myself....''what the hell are you doing few years ago in your secondary?'' while everyone is trying their best to create and build their own character by exposing to any sorts of resources and being a good student as well as a good result achiever ... There's no way to find a reason to blame anyone about my left-behind... Sean Covey:"if you can change yourself, then you can change the world"...no one waits for anybody while the world is turning... everyone has to find their own anchor of life....it's true..

In the workshop...

all the facilitators are great!! if im nt mistaken , they're going to US few months later...YALE,OXFORD,MIT,COLUMBIA,BOSTON,UPENN...ETC..see? their bright future is ahead...this is also what everyone called...the OUTCOME of hardworking...

all the students who participated the workshop..whom are same age as me...are quite different ..you can hit any kind of scholars...JPA.UniTen..and etc..by just simply throwing a stone....i felt left behind ..that's all....time matters.....i admit....i dont have a good time management....dont possessed a strong determination to myself....where's my priority....get out and find it....!!!

in the second day of the workshop......

there were one session where the facilitators asked us to split into groups and have a group discussion about the essay which we need to write about ourselves and send in with our application form when we're applying...i got one piece of paper and started to write 10 numbers

ten things that i can talk about myself:

.............................10.

WTF...i cant find anything interesting bout myself....i wrote...

1.loves music

2.loves sports

..............................10.

that's all?.....im not sure....cuz i cant find anything interesting bout myself....seeing everyone the groups were talking about themselves enthusiastically...i found myself...lifeless....OMG..i have wasted too much time!!!!!!! i once talked about my passion in that session...i said:"i love music.....and in these few years time i have learnt the way to compose songs....biggest achievement so far was my song was picked to become our school official graduation song.."errmmm.....i dont think this is impressing(in my heart)...i dont think in the application essay i can impress the interviewer(if i do apply).....duh !!!!

now i see my life as a puzzle .....every pieces of them is far apart from each other on the floor.....in the well.....in the darkness....now what i have to do is to...puzzle them up...one day...i hope the picture of my life will be completed....my key:no more procrastination!!

New life begins...

2009-12-11T08:59:00.000-08:00

not a suitable time to have a companion in my life.....
im not prepared and not matured enough to take care of others feeling..(except for my bros and family)...
and i cant find any reason for anyone to accept me and become my first love..... i havent reach the right time yet....
just keep looking around enough....for anyone who thinks like me ....who thinks that becoming a single is cool.... boys.....don't be too serious on a person you're interested for..i mean....not play play in the relationship ....... but no need to spear out your real feeling too much...or too loyal on a girl who you think she's your ''QUEEN OF GOD''.... as...u know what.....i believe not only you're the one who thinks that she's so ''God-Like''.....
for a girl... who is chasing by boyS..... it's a supper good thing for them u know.... the feeling of being chased,touched...surprised...and interested.....in a passive way.....is the most enjoyable thing for them.....dont tell me...if someone likes u and you say hate the feeling ? hell no !!! everybody wants to be liked by everybody...
so....they'll keep all the relationship close....build a strong bonding with everyone of them...and from that...they choose the one who's the best....and suits them.....only the one who is really perfect ....who fits them.....so that time....more people being hurt than being loved...it's true trust me...

tell u what.....sometimes i hate the girly ways.....they're scheming....not direct....and always keep hinting you for what they want....(agree with what my friend posted on his blog)... sometimes i really cant understand...why cant they become more open-minded and stop become so conservative ? why dont they speaks out what they wanted to tell since the beginning and why cant they just tell the truth and request for what they really want ???

no matter who are you.....before you have your 1st job in the society..... dont start any relationship with anyone......it's not stable and childish....kindergarden-like..... i know some...nonono...most will not agree with my stance here.....but for me.... i think.... everyone will change ...everyone will grow....everyone will OLD....everyone will DIE !!!! no matter how beautiful and handsome you are..... it will not last forever....
what i wanted to tell here is....
if you look for love...dont look for the appearance....look for the heart....
give an example......
cant you see that all Europeans(the westerners)...are good looking ? even the one who had commited any kind of crimes and killed a lot of people.... there's no meaning of ''good-looking''..... if you saw EDWARD CULLEN for the first time.....will you ever think that he's a vampire ???? who thirst for blood and kill for food ??!!! taking care of good appearance is important...but...discovering a true heart....should be put on the 1st procudure 1st... you have to give chances and cooperation....to understand a person.....it's a mutual work ,everyone...please.....

Isn't it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones that ignore us, love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us....

sometimes we're hurting the one who love us.....find it out.....maybe that's the right person....that you never discovered before....(not finished yet)

To the Brightness.......

2009-11-01T05:29:00.000-08:00

love ?... is there any courses ? is there any foundation ? to take ?... if got ...i sure go for it.....zero skills and noob ..... how to improve ? is there a solution called as 'time' ? is there a proper way ...as well as technique ?...till now i dont know....

what i know now is........improving myself start from now.....
many things i have to change.....almost all.....everything currently i have now....which is a big mistakes which i thought it's right and suitable....
hmmh...too silly jerry......it's just a mistakes lo...annoying and not heart stealing.....

i know ...there's one type of love.. not having = u already have.....this kinda positive type.....it's just not what i wanted all the time....

''if u want it ..go and get it !!! '' this quote...i believe everyone heard it before...
my personality....= always say nia..but do anything.....i hate it now....
u want a flower ?...y dont u go and get it....plug it...and show it ?
show it and prove it...with true heart....''xin shi''.....be more independent ...

things i should improve now...really a lot....
chasing my achievement....is still a long way to go......
what i scared and fear and need..is time.....
i scared time wont wait me ba.....
fear of time will never always keep waiting me....time wont give a chance to improve...
but i need...time....
eager to change myself to a better person start from now....time that matters.....it might take years...take months....but not days.....

mindset should be changed....matured...and sensitive.....
a little bit of achievement...dont show it ....got heart ok d....
maturity is what i need now.....siao kia....is time to get rid of it....but not whole set lah ofcourse....just like she said ??? maturity thinking plus siao kia ??? i need time honestly....
i know im slow......but...i wont stop....

currently....the whole atmosphere is bad for now, no experience, no standard skills....but im so eager to change myself !!! time time time again..i cant tell.....when i success ....or maybe when i success ...that time...where are you ?
still there ?

it's up to me now....up to yourself jerry......

dont too over...backfired later.......get the hell out of here and do what is right Jerry.....u can d.....

TIME....wait for me !!!!!!

Girl is Dangerous !!! and unpredictable !!!! my conclusion after i read some documentary and watching others affairs.

2009-09-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

Girls.....dangerous...

Girls.....unpredictable...

Girls.....intelligent.....

Girls.....unguessable....

Girls.....not simple...(thinking)...

Girls.....choosy....

Girls....has high requirement on everything....

agree ?

Hey Hey Im Back !!!! lazy guy is back~

2009-09-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

Feel so sorry and sad bout the lost of my friend....
he's a talented drummer......a nice guy....a music lover just like us....
but he chosen to end his life because of some unknown reason....
hmmmh....hope he'll rest in peace in heaven.....
sorry for the lost for his family...his friends and his band members...冷乐团...
REST IN PEACE BUDDY !!!!!

to everyone who read my blog......
please please and please...cherish your life and be contented all the time....
life is short...but that's faith....we were borned here in this world....live it happily!!!
sadness...disappointment....pressure...suppression by others....and negative challenges....take it as an experience ok ? life is like a long term vacation.... feel the life with your soul....don't betray your conscience is the most important...cherish any relationship ... friends....family...and whatever human bonding around you......

a smile is a universal language which could be hear by deaf and see by blind....
a contented heart and thoughts....always happy !!!!!!

Learn our graduation song here!!!

2009-08-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

Trial exam one month left.....good luck everyone...

2009-07-31T08:11:00.000-07:00

12.10am...posted on first day of August2009...

H1N1 so serious now in Penang....everyone take care pls... BM , Penang ..... don't go there too often if nothing important.... take care everyone !!!!!! personal hygiene !!!

time flies.....so fast.....without our realization....
it's fast...it's quick....just like kicking a dust under your shoe....
everybody has their problem...they have their chaos....
conflicts......fights......is a normal thing in life......pls take them as an experience to grow ,though..
lately...pondered....dreamed....considered....
human...is just a body....inside human...is a soul....us....is been given a chance to stop in this world..
to have a long-term vacation......
we,ourselves.....the souls.......is the one to decide whether we want a happy or sad trip...
every sunrise ...every sunset.....we should cherish.....EVERY SECOND....
our body....yea....is just temporary occupy by us...
so....dont ever think that you're the biggest and others are small.... as...most of the human kind....
sings the highest note when they sing their part....
everybody is the same faith....live and die......please....respect the difference among others....
tolerance is a kind of freedom of our heart for me.....
dont waste your own life....do not betray your conscience....plan and work it out.....
friendship......is a kind of magic bond.....so many people in the world.....we met each other without any arrangement...thank you for all the memories my friends gave me....appreciate it....
respect our friend is important.....any sort of boycotting is unnecessary and is considered as dumb......pointless....and devastating for the one who have been boycotted....
every matters can be solved as long as we understand each other....paying individual attention as well....become a good listener and lending your shoulder....a finger to rub off your tears...instead of worsen the matters and increase the weight of the blocks by turning the person's problem into a joke....
a person who have problem ...is always weird......we have to understand that....'problem'... that's the word to explain it all....
hhmmmmh..what's the purpose of me writing this blog ?...i duno.....just suddenly have the inspiration from my pointless pondering...err.....actually....procrastinating my task is the main reason i guess...lol....whatever....Goddamn it...

one more thing...
to all my friends and anyone who is form 5....all the best for u all and good luck in your SPM !!

p/s....looking for his first love. He will get his first love after 18. hahahaha

HE LOVES PEACE !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

err....

happy birthday to...

kai quan
Jia Wei
Ping Hai
Shiang Kie
Evelyn Ewe
Hui Wen
xuxu chuah
and...forget lo...

sorry har...

wish u all happy b'day and happy always lah...lol

Live today

2009-07-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

Live today....
think today...
today is now....

forgot the past...
past do not last....

cherish yesterday....work on your day...today....

LIVE TODAY !!!!!

張智成 - 暗戀...爱来的刚好..nice song

2009-07-22T03:12:00.000-07:00

四目交接的时候不要停留太久
适可而止的问候关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊我的好朋友
不小心的沉默不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测我们清白的很
就让自己去承受那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友能不能有要求
如果会发生什么也是我想太多

啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你变成了利剑
什么会被消灭什么才会复原

那是我的底线继续将你暗恋

张智成 - 爱来的刚好

作词: 陈忠义作曲: 陈忠义

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总是和你擦肩而过回来看着你走
我说服自己你从来就不属于我
也在心里偷偷想过拥有你陪伴的生活
对我会是多么奢侈的梦

你完美的太过火有太多的选择
我还能付出什么除了爱你
我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

其实我一直存在着你周围的角落
守护着你陪伴着你呼吸和脉搏
每当你受挫我想我比谁都难过
因为我爱你虽然我从来不说
也许有一天你会忽然发现我
在混乱人海刮风下雨都为你守侯
我要你知道那是我心情愿承受
Because I Love You (I Love You Baby)
I really do (I really do)

你完美的太过火有太多的选择
我还能付出什么除了爱你
我一无所有

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

日复一日重复着错过的游戏
猜测在你的心中是否真的有我
不想一分一秒在犹豫之间蹉跎
我在等你说你也爱我你是我存在的理由

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑

爱来得刚刚好
慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑
因为爱

phew~ a beautiful sunrise ahead....future !!!

2009-07-21T05:05:00.000-07:00

what a relieve .... yes !!! be in the right track now....preparing for myself now....it's a nice experience ,though behind... now im thinking back..those raindrops...the long term heavy rain....is a great training....im tougher and even more alert !!! and gained some skills on managing myself.... no matter how hard it is....yeap....face it!!!! think positively...

u know what ?....i've found that..my last two post....is a mess..no doubt...it's a trash...
agreed with my friend...a blog is a page that will give oneself a space to let off everything in your heart...especially depression...pressure.....because..it's not right to abreact on others ecspecially for those who are not a understanding person...except...that particular person...is your confidant... yeap...rite....now my worries....is between me and my bosom friend...so....no other place for me to speak out....so...blog...my page....my 'diary'...is the best place for now...thx for providing such a place for me BLOGGER...im better now...im on my right track....i found my spirit right back again...found myself back...Jerry.. good to be back....i can manage myself now... trying my best now...to turn pressure..into motivation....hope everyone will understand ...teacher once taught me...after u past through the rain...turning back to the rain....their actually nothing ... past you'll think it's bad.. as.. that time, you're experiencing the taste of to being hit by the continuous ..non-stop raindrops....after u have past those stages, challenges...you'll become even more stronger than your damp,wet past...and be more prepared for any devastating hit in future....soon....

hmm...thx for my friends for lending me your ears..you're all my best listener..all of you're very understanding and comforted me...FRIENDS...thx....appreciate it...all of your consolation made me feel warm....when you have problems....a friend in need...is a friend indeed... a person in who make you feel better...is a correct person to meet...a person who is caring...makes you feel happy..if not...we better berhati-hati....

my teacher..."if you saw shit...you're a shit, if you saw everything and you feel that they're pretty....hmm...you're pretty !!!"

recently learnt some virtues..after the heavy rain...

GOOD THOUGHTS BEAR GOOD FRUITS,
BAD THOUGHTS BEAR BAD FRUITS,
AND THE MAN-----IS HIS OWN GARDERNER....!!!

DISCIPLINE IS KNOW WHAT YOU WANT.......IS A KIND OF FREEDOM IN YOUR HEART...

GIVING INDIVIDUAL ATTENTION AS WELL AS CARE WITH TRUE HEART TO THE PERSON WHO REALLY NEED IT...EVEN IT'S NOT OBVIOUS, DIRECT,BIG AND HOLY...THAT PERSON WILL FEEL IT INSIDE IN HIS/HER HEART....AND WHISPER..."THANK YOU"...

JUDGE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU JUDGE OTHERS..LEARN TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE FARMERS BEFORE YOU HAVE YOUR DINNER...

SPM ahead.....all my friends...all the best to you...and for me ofcourse...

pressure=motivation..
woes=challenges
happy=cherish
think positive=bright future
remove pressure=posting blog...(hope u all dont mind, im just doing my friend's way...it works...)

can i fuck anyone ?! (nobody will understand)

2009-07-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

ok..let's get it started.....where's the sun ? though the raining days had gone i guess..... (i dont think so fast)......i should believe there's a batter place to live for a short guy.....the place is......'inside'....a short guy himself...must have a great thinking..so that..there's a 'tall' mind...rather than a tall facies....im gonna work on this....im gonna win those brainless stupid asshole who with no achievements at all.....just sit back and watch !!! i want to let you feel that...you're far behind me a lot...a lot....Mr. NothingPro....with a piece of shit.....and with a nice flower soon....damn....nevermind...rite....one day the combination will have it's day....hmmm....bless u ...all i can say....without you, my future still exist....with you...i dont think so....you're hard to attend on....
these days....the mist of calamity hit me right on my every part of body.... my time, my right track, my life, my dedication, my emotions...all have been screwed up....all together became the hybrid of woes of my future....great!!! luckily im awaken!!!! i wana FUCK that Mr.Nothing with everything....

anyway, i send a smile and bless for the 'talls'....wish them getting better and better and......happier...i dont think you'll last forever gua....but best regards to em.....

back to normal.......
you all know what ? forget a person who u love deeply and true-heartedly is painful and formidable task....

solutions.....cut hair.....change name ? (maybe)..i think Jerry ...seems...small.....i want a bigger name...so that i wont look so tiny....(pui).....cibai....i hate myself now...currently...my emotion....while i'm writing these shits.....is.......not peaceful !!!! full with pressure and suppressions...SPM more important i know that....haha....i want to become a transformer(not robots)...rather than...transmitter....i don't want to transmit my hurted-heart info to everyone....i want to transform it.....God..lead me to the right path...(not die)..if die.....sure that Mr.Nobody will syok mia....slow slow wait lo......i'll take a deep rest and come back with devastating armor....wait har...hahaha....im serious...

gonna cut botak soon...hair means....temptation.....not following any theory....for me...it's only facade....so..cut them off.....and have a more calm mind...no need take care of my looks anymore....cuz i'll look like a monk.....but have a pool of boiling lava inside.....

dangerous....and ready....

even you have weapon to chase ....no use for monk...his leg is right behind you...no temptation even a sexy girl.....this call discipline...

tough and persistent...no pain no gain...

happy peaceful...harmony....handsome...

cute...count life with smiles

talented,strong, unleashed,cant be beaten

smiles~

mum dad....i wont become a monk...just use their virtues....to kick ass....Mr.Ass are you ready....?

sleeping is the best cure to me....

2009-07-17T10:33:00.000-07:00

bad habits lately...hope it won't be a normal thing to me after this year.....sleep at 6.30p.m to the next day 4.30a.m. almost everyday..... missed my dinner everyday...but i never felt hungry since im....astray~.... my spirit.....where are you Jerry? i really hope i can come back to normal...

where's my heart ?

where am i ?

where's my best counselor ?

where's our friendship?

where's my best listener ?

where's my shoulder ?

where's the only one i sms to after 'the day i need to be cared'..?

where's the true heart ?

where's the friendly talk ?

where's my contribution ?

where's my ..........friend ?

current feeling: confused, suffered, uncertain, weird, love is a poison in a friendship.... love ruined my friendship......love is nothing....but...im still cant get rid of it for now for the sake of my future...

i want to have a monk's mind right now.....disciplined and certain and.....peaceful.....calm.....

hope......things will get better when time flies......hope that 'fisherman' will smile at the 'little fish' when both of them meet together....

and...hope the weather is good and the sea is peace for that person....

little fish will grow up one day.....and swim out to the deepest ocean in the world to seek for a great fisherman ....

between thank you my secret mission partner....JerMin's best counselor ....Min !!!! wosh !!!!! haha....thank for your comfort anyway...u know what...thinking positive is the best medicine...between..sleeping is also one of my way,though....

hope Min will get thinner and become more angelic like her sisters...ecspecially the one who like to quarrel with u mia...lol....cuz...she's now...getting more closer and closer to you d....i mean....body weight..i bet...lol...jk jk....

can i become gay ?
i love westlife.....they're handsome !!!!

Mark....i love you...=.=

westlife....everyone of you......love ya...

Pretty girls are everywhere ..thinking me and i'll be there......
currently...only you...Westlife......

sleep ba jerry.....when doomsday come......let us sleep together......forever.....human sucks !!!!

listen to MJ.....Heal the world and make it better place for you and for me.........

next life's target......human......tall guy.....
God bless me....

放开你的心

2009-07-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

thanks for all of your supports !!! appreciate it so much !!!
the first thing when i was writing this song....the most important thing i want to let all my form's friends know is....I want a happy as well as positive graduation !! a happy ending , though... too much sad things happened this year-2009, i tried to use more positive lyrics and i want everybody to be very happy when singing this song...cuz...it's no point to be too classic...too sad....technology will keep us in contact , though...

VACATION INN

Welson Lim - the drummer
Zhi Hong - guitarist
Ron Lee - guitarist
Jerry Chan - Vocal
Lyon Lim - Keyboarder
Edward Tan - Basser

the lyrics is written by me(Jerry)...actually i dont like the "zhong ling" part of my lyrics...i dont know why i wrote it...lol...

our band composed the song together after some hard-worked deliberation...

remember our band !!! [V.I]......VACATION INN !!!!!!!!!!

hope u all like our song...and other songs who did not been chosen as graduation song.. keep it up !!! actually all of the songs were good !!! it's our memory !!! 2009~

juz leave a comment if u wish to...i'll be happy to receive all of the criticism..thanks!!!

i need money !!!!

2009-07-02T23:37:00.000-07:00

im so desperate until i saw this website......

http://www.tallcorina.com/tall-women-with-short-men.html

http://www.growtaller4idiots.com/?hop=drrll

i really need those money to buy that stuff !!!!!

every girls....short girls...tall girls.....most of them likes a guy who taller than them....but how bout short guys ?...i wish my next life in this world.....I'll be borned taller ... i hate my heights now !!!! fuck you Jerry's legs !!!!!

i love this guy~

2009-06-27T20:47:00.001-07:00

放开你的心

2009-06-23T03:39:00.000-07:00

VACATION INN(Jerry)
verse 1
一起度过的回忆
教我认识我自己
那一天齐唱的歌曲
唱出我们的心语

pre-chorus
看着那闪烁的钟灵
朗诵着我们快乐过去

chorus
你打开你双手
我就放开我的心
为彼此献上无限快乐感动

你我相连的手
牵着我们小时候
为彼此写下你我他的小小故事

verse2
一起哭着笑的回忆
有你在身边力挺
晴天到雨天的交际
编成故事中我你

pre-chorus
看着那闪烁的钟灵
朗诵着我们快乐过去

chorus 2
你打开你双手
我就放开我的心
为彼此献上无限快乐感动

你我相连的手
牵着我们小时候
为彼此写下你我他的小小故事

guitar solo~~~~~
(only drum)
你打开你双手
我就放开我的心
为彼此献上无限快乐感动

你我相连的手
牵着我们小时候
为彼此写下你我他的小小故事

(all instruments)
你打开你双手
我就放开我的心
为彼此献上无限快乐感动

你我相连的手
牵着我们小时候
为彼此写下你我他的小小故事

na na na na na na
na na na na na na
na na na na na na
na na na na na na na(x2)

Appreciate the time !!!

2009-03-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday morning , today evening....dutied for the "Sukan Tara" ... 24th and 25th of March.... standing on the sand watching her opposite with me... it was significant....though i was concentrating my duty that time...i wondered ...why the way she talks to me and others are diferrent ? she seems more tense while talking to me..though it's better than few years ago...i can still feel a thinkened gap between us...i hope i'll work on on this .. i became nostalgic and thinked back the past her...which have changed a lot .. i do believe my genuine core feelings upon her...but i don't expect any impossible achievement for this.. i prefer sticking my head under my hood... leave a space for both of us to breathe.. which will results in a more happy endings...i guess... i don't know whether this conclusion in me, mine is sustainable or not...maybe i'll change my point of view after some 'happenings' ..'myths'..'unexpected encountering' which i hope it will happen all day long? evade from awkward feelings.. err... my solo marathon long run must be end up with a right finishing....maybe it works for long term...but i'm still persist on it...desire to know more bout her everyday though is not that easy since the 'opponent' is too secretive..though her respond to me is not that sensitive...Letting nature take its course might be the bestest means to be implemented...

do the right things on the right time like what have ah sir said just now...no matter in whatever occasion ... being matured...maturity is really really vital for everyone of us...every class of human should take count on this .. in future, human skill and the quality of oneself is the most critical , a must as well as a necessity in order for us to survive compare to the so-call 'scroll' you acquired.. being a nerd is pointless.. being proactive instead of passive in life... quoted from ah sir..."now,you all not exist in your exact age, you all seem to be much younger than your ought to..you have a 17years old brain but you have a 10years old thought... all of your mind is lost .. and you all still fooling around like a child.. you all are wasting your parents money that they invest on your education..." after listening to his advices.....it oppressed me completely...my task...upholster myself in and out...no waste of time....now is the end of March... please be awakened....Jerry~

happy birthday to Ron , our [V.I] guitarist...all the best for you in your academic performance ...
good luck !!! happy birthday to......u~~~

Is she the girl from yesterday ?

2009-03-22T02:09:00.001-07:00

She the one ? she still the same ? the way she treats me everytime.. regardless respond... this lyrics...really speaks my heart out....thanks Eagles.. everytime i listening to this song...i think of her....sk....

THE BEST BAND OF ALL TIMES.
:)

It wasn't really sad the way they said goodbye
Or maybe it just hurt so bad she couldn't cry
He packed his things, walked out the door and drove away
And she became the girl from yesterday

He took a plane across the sea to some foreign land
She stayed at home and tried so hard to understand
How someone who had been so close could be so far away?
And she became the girl from yesterday

She doesn't know what's right
She doesn't know what's wrong
She only knows the pain that comes from waiting for so long (CONOCE EL DOLOR QUE...)
And she doesn't count the teardrops
That she's cried while he's away
Because she knows deep in her heart
That he'll be back someday

The lights on in the window, she's waiting by the phone
Talking to a memory that's never coming home
She dreams of his returning' and the things that he might say (las cosas q el dirá quizás)
But she'll always be the girl from yesterday
Yes she'll always be the girl from yesterday..

can u beleive it ????

2009-03-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

lol...same name with me....but..when can i reach the same level as them ? the classical guitar... nice...

lol.tired but happy...BATU FERINGGI !!!! SRI PINANG!!!! 17th and 18th of March !!!!

2009-03-18T10:56:00.000-07:00

really syok la this trip....every hour was a happy hour...really fun..but...time is too short... enjoyed myself completely with all my Game Stewards dudes...they're all my best partners ever on the field, lol, really happy can come out together and spend our time with each other .. Cherish every moment...took many pics and my relationship with all the G.S strengthened.. LoJing,Me(Jerry),Yuan Sheng,Kai Quan . Sheng Qiu , Guan Zhen , EEvon , Shiang Kie , Ooi Min,Sheo Huey,Xiao Qian,Kar Xin (the weight lifting athletic ),Chin Wern,Zi Yun,Yu Sheng,Evelyn,Chun Shen..

maybe i'll upload the pic on the other day as i haven't take it from ah Min yet... i'll upload it very soon...

morning 9.00...bas arrived...started our journey...many foods and drinks lol....if I'm not mistaken, we reached there around 11.00am.. we went to the beach and played the seawater and sands...nearly lost the ball bought by Kar Xin ...lol... me,yuan sheng and lojing were barreled with sands on the beach... after lunch, we went to checked in... the apartment is quite comfortable ... evening, went to the beach again..played the banana boat with KarXin,Chin Wern, Shiang Kie,GuanZhen,Zi Yun,Eevon and XiaoQian..lol...steam...i sat on the first place..Kar Xin behind me and the last one is GZ and second last,SK....whoohoo !!!! alright !!! syok !!! I refused to play another round with LJ them as they'll made the banana boat over and everyone fall into the sea... I felt so lucky for I listen to my mum's advice not to play in the water....Thong and LJ get sting by the jelly fish....lol..how luck i am....twilight approaches....we took many pictures there while the time is not yet over...at night..steamboat....played true or dare.....I kena twice..true....my old wound of my hear appears again....haha...secret....only GS know nia what they have asked....lol....sleepy at around 4.00 up woke up at 6.00...to morning call them to enjoy the scenery of sunrise...but everybody lazy to wake up...eventually...plan failed....darn it....me and YuSheng keep disturbed the others who are still sleeping...three rooms....settled two rooms...all woke up...but the last one...very steam...didn't want to wake up..scolded us...locked up the door...amteh....then, me and YuSheng decided to sleep .... sleep at 6.30am again...and woke up at 8.45am....after having breakfast and packed our things...went back by the open-air bus...

LOL..!!!! after reached the school, rush directly into the school for choir activity....after that, having lunch with Jason,Kelvin,TeikTing and choir coach a Apex Coffee....1.00pm , singing competition audition started...i get no. 22 for individual..and finally, successfully enters the final round..the top10...really tired but happy after received the good news from Hui Tong... Duet...out best team..haha...Jason,Jerry,Kelvin,E-En and ZhengYuan...also make it to the final round.. !!! all the best ya !!!! congrats and wish all the best for all the finalist !!! gambateh !!! hope i'll get great prize in this2009年校园华语歌唱大赛....what a day~

决赛名单

（排名不分先后）

独唱
1。刘韦文 LOW WAY VERN 5SB1
2。陈建有 CHAN JIANN YEON 5SA4
3。郑谕聪 THI YI CHONG 5K3
4。黄雅忆 OOI YUET YI 4K2
5。王咏淞 ONG YOONG SIONG 5K2
6。黎科吟 LAI KE YIN 5SA3
7。郑羽晶 TEH YUE JING 5SA4
8。陈施颖 TAN SHI YING 5SB3
9。陈柔贤 MIRANDA TAN ROUXIAN 4SB1
10。黄国义 OOI KOK GHEE 5SB3

合唱
1。黄淑勤 NG SHU QIN 4SA2
李秋荭 LEE CHIAU HONG 4SA2
2。粘智淇 LIAN CHEE KHEY 3C3
黄顺意 OOI SOON YEE 3C3
3。林立劲 LIM LIP JINN 5SA4
陈政渊 TAN ZHENG YUAN 5SA4
薛佳盛 SEET JIA SHENG 5SA4
陈建有 CHAN JIANN YEON 5SA4
陈郁恩 TAN E-EN 5SA3
4。林希恬 LIM SHU TIAN 4SA1
戴裕龄 JACLYN TAY YI LING 4SA1
陈莹芯 TAN YING SING 4SA1
郑凯欣 TEH KAI SHIN 4SA1
5。谭钰馨 TAM YU XIN 2B2
黄莉雯 REVEN OOI 2A5
6。王咏淞 ONG YOONG SIONG 5K2
黄国义 OOI KOK GHEE 5SB3
7。林忆敏 LIM YI MING 5SA4
李振豪 LEE ZHEN HAO 5SA2
8。翁裕泓 ONG YU HONG 5SA5
吴恬苇 GOH TIAN WEI 5SB2

恭喜!

Cherish every moment while we can, make it as a long lasting memory for all of us...enjoy every seconds...appreciate every relationship between friends as well as family...don't wait until we lose it, then we start to regret..pointless...imagine...everyone has to stop their breathe one day, just count on the God....whether He wants to take you earlier or later.... sometimes we just can't resist what will happen on everyone around us and ourselves, please...appreciate them sincerely(everyone around us ,comprises family,friends and others) while they're still here on the Earth........

19th of march....3.00am.....Jerry~

16th of March...Kelvin,E-En,Zheng Yuan, Jason Seet and me (Jerry) all the best !!!

2009-03-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

LOL....the singing competition is near....today then we started to practice nia...holy crap.... our team...Kelvin,E-En,Zheng Yuan, Jason Seet and me (Jerry) all the best !!! we can do it to the final !!!! juz now they came my home and practice “总在我身旁” hope everything gonna be alright....shit 2moro im going to Batu Feringgi for two days and one night stay....i still havent prepare my needs yet...late liao..haly crap...gotta go....bye....i'll ost many pics after this... walao....singing comp first time audition also held on Wednesday....holy holy crap !!!! darn it !!!

play dota.....lol..

2009-03-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

hope i wont be addicted to it..!!! lol.... sniper...i love u !!!! siao~ V.I always bully A.I... right Ron ? lol...zzz...

14th and 15th of March... I went to the PRS camp with E-en....

2009-03-16T09:23:00.000-07:00

We planned not to go at first...but.. after the camp...we thinked that...if we didn't go for this camp...we'll regret...lol..luckily .. erm....this camp..really 100% prepared to illuminate us to be honest....they arranged this camp for approximately for 3 weeks including the dance, every programme intention and all that.... really appreciate their contribution... all of them(camp AJK) are from the three different USM university campus around M'sia...thay were busy preparing for this camp while their examination is going on... they provided us with a lots of fun... enlightening advices as well as activities...

okay..let me talk about my team....“令狐聪”.. nine members for the first day but added one more for the next day... we had won the third place in this camp... made many friends there, MandyWoo, SuYan ,ShuiLei, Jun Jie..and many more including our school senior... crazy time, crazy day...happy happy...that's all i want to say....nice camp really...i hope next time they'll organize such camp again...really worth it for RM20.... i've learnt more than i paid...though i can't really slept well at night...mosquitoes flying here and there.....sucking my blood.. drove me crazy !!! whoo !!! my short pant and t-shirt sleep-wear turned into an added trousers...and a T-shirt .. though my whole body was covered up completely except for eyes and nose, i still can hear the fucking mosquitoes flying like a superman ''wrrrmmmm'' ...''''weee'''' sound...which provoked and made me and killed 9 of them..lol...i still remember...because it was so significant...darn it !! haha..when i turned around , i thought i saw a ghost !!! E-En covered his whole body except for his hand...his face covered with handkerchief...lol..siao~

To be honest...I felt so reluctant to say 'bye' in the end of the camp...just felt like very hard and sad when i realized that he camp is over....haizz....hope i can keep in touch with them....miss them lo..that's what i want t say now....thank you you all !!!!! ^^ hope the video clip we watched last time will be sent to me in e-mail soon... that's a simple animation with a bear as the protagonist... the clip is full of enlightening information which is important and helpful for everybody...we'll found our new perspective of life after the vedio clip..i'll post it here after i've received it...just like the slogan of the camp....“改变世界，改变自己” !!! to change the world...we must change ourselves first !!!!

Finally have the form to post !!!!!!!! lol...shit..lazy till so late !!!!!!!!!

2009-03-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hapy Holiday first of all i would like to say... holiday rocks !!!!!!!!!! yea... that's right...many things i've plan to do..but i haven't started yet, though... tiu~.... the 1A examination was over....happy to say that.... wish everybody is happy and enjoy this holiday very much !!!!!!!!!! whoohoo !!!! Back to the sit...finally...

Friendship is just like the share market....

2009-02-25T21:30:00.000-08:00

Fucking day....I hate 26th of Feb.....discovered many things...mostly pertinent to friendship... I was listening to some affairs of my friends just now at the school , their friendships problem.... I've found that...the closer you get into your friend...the higher the risk of having conflicts among each other.. When you and your best friends have reached some certain status which is the most golden as well as happiest time , revolutionary changes will occur with the flying of time ... as....the more you obsessed with your buddy, the more responsible you have to pay for either him or her...maybe it's to show your royalty or regards to your friends to proved that you're his/her so-called ''DUDES''...and example if you're not deliberately ignored him/her , the share market will drastically falls and eventually comes to an end.... With the reference from these such affairs which had happened many problems on them, I've learnt to prefer silence on everything...leave yourself a 'back-door' when talking , sharing your thoughts as well as your secret....all of these mentioned up there is not my subjectivity...to be honest, im just giving a comments on it...and i hope i can illuminate those who are too supremely in their friendship , please don't misunderstood my true meaning , im not trying to make some effect on your relationship with your friends , im just trying to let you all know(especially the newly cultivated friendship ) to avoid unwanted changes in your freindship... frinedship, it is just like playing a kite....sometimes commited , and sometimes you ought to leave a space to each other to relax as well as grow up.. Relatively, it will also seems a little bit like working the same daily routine for the whole life...and eventually you'll get lost , burn out , bored , etc...consequently.....if you act too agrressive on it...

Happy Sunday !!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-22T06:21:00.000-08:00

Just backed from 'ong lai''s B'day.... what a party.... help me.... I'm going to gain my weight obviously.... ate a lot every time.... went to Feng Yun just now where Zhong Xin a.k.a Ong Lai's Birthday party held at... This was my first time went there..nice dishes and self-serviced... Anyway, sincerely I have to thank Z.X mum for this for she settled the bills ...around for Rm800 i guess.....let me think....approximately 40 persons...and each for Rm20...how generous is she!!! thank you by the way !!!!! lol...many funny moments there....Chun Yee called himself (mimi) and BoBo for me...lol !!!!!!!! walao...Dennis-ChaCha , Shin Yau-WaWa and YiWei-ZamZam...hahahaha...damn funny...wtf ?! Many passer-by stared at us with a weird glance..i mean...NO DOUBT ABOUT IT !!! kaka~ we've lost our mind apparently...happy~ after the cake-cutting ceremony, some of them decided to go to F.T.Z for dota...I refused to go, as I felt tired and wanted to go home..and..now..this is where I am...the home sweet home... and suddenly..i realised.....I have yet to start my preparation for the coming 1A exam....and i'm poised to compensate my procrastination,though.....and the sad irony is...when will I get started for this ?! somebody...please...help me....kanneh... wtf...

Happy Birthday to Zhong Xin and Jingle ... pretty and handsome always...happy always...

bought 'Twilight' just now at jusco with my family... on the journey , gave my sisters some advices and scolded one of them some...i joined the teaching lesson after i realised that i ought to contribute some advices for my both sis...I hope that they'll grow up as soon as possible esspecially the elder one huh....do what's right for yourself now and please learn to appreciate and being cherish for the contribution as well as hardship of parents... everything they did for us, is all for our good... they won't harm us....they just want to see we're better than them..they make a shield for us before falls falls down... thanksgiving is the best return for them...

Wilson !!!! All the best !!!!

2009-02-21T09:26:00.000-08:00

This afternoon went to choir's activity.... haizz...tenor....really hard...especially singing the high pitch note.. but challenging and could force me to gain my singing skills,though... Enjoyed the time with all my dudes... Celebrated Jingle's b'day and we shared our money and bought a cake for her... hope she likes it and all may God bless her... HAPPY BIRTHDAY~.....
Just now when i was standing beside Liu Wan Ying, holy crap...she seems so tall and mature , on facade, she's quite okay i guess...but eavesdroppers said that she's an arrogant girl....I don't know anything pertinent to her..what I know is her singing skills is superb and graceful .... as long as five senses on the face of every person is well-ordered, he/she will be considered as a ''pretty'' person for me....and i hope to take a pic with her next time...lol....Gaining a friend is better than gaining an enemy...right?
When I'm choosing a girlfriend , most probably , i would choose the type that would match me...I mean in sort of attitude,though...that will crapping like me and can starts a conversation easily with as well as conversing...every person in this world is pretty, as long as you live happily and contented...

7.45pm just now...went to Penang International Airport to farewell my cousin brother,my gay partner,my best adviser( other than my parents)....Aunty Jenny cried again !!! Wendy did so too !!! The tear for this time was not as aggressive as last year.... but hope that Aunty Jenny and Wendy will be alright soon...we took some pictures....i'll upload them tomorrow .... Wilson , all the best for you...and I've promised you,I'll do well in SPM...I won't break that promise...

and the most important thing Wilson...i wanted to see the change of you physically this end of year.... I wanted to see six abbs on your tummy and the sharp chin on your face, eagerly....lol...Bon Voyage , Wil..

12.00am....
21st of February

20th...supper night...

2009-02-20T07:36:00.000-08:00

Just came back from supper with my friend,Dennis,Edward,Ken and Julius, at dim sum stall nearby my house...lol...my stomach is really full right now, hope i won't getting fatter and fatter,though.... Before CNY, my weighting is 55kg....but after only for three days non-stop eating and sleeping, i've gained 4kg and this is an unprecedented thing happening in my life !!! LOL...just cant help it.... though I'm not categorized in the 'tall' type, but I'm sure that this is in my blood and I'm endowed with it which propagated by my parents as well as grandmother...it's just undeniable... but I feel so contented with it as I don't endowed with any disability ... so, for me......being happy is the most vital master piece in our life...
woes and sadness.......should be cast away...and tell them...."stop pestering my life from now " !!!

okay, back to the main title... Ken arrived and fetched me to go for supper just now... enjoyed that moment so much though I'm not the first time having supper with friends as well as family members... You know what ? everything seems to become "must cherish" as the time is getting closer and closer for us to separate...the graduation...well, it's kinda hard and the sadness in my heart is commencing when I'm imagining that particular moment every time....It's hard to describe that feeling of separation and being separated with many friends.. school life is over and the school-uniform-wearing tradition will come to an end,though...

My advice : take as many photo as you can when gathering around with friends or carrying through any kind of activities...

Just like my cousin sister said before "TODAY'S MOMENT, TOMORROW'S MEMORY"

This is my moment having together with my friends....
Yea yea...peace !!! five of us at Huat Kee..
Julius's eyes...closed
The food on our table...over-ordered...eventually,finished up...phew~
silent night~ holy crap~
Best friend ever....Edward and Jerry
Edward,Julius,Ken and Dennis
Jerry,Julius , Ken and Dennis
Julius and Ken

1.15am

Exam is near.....holy crap...

2009-02-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post lately......

all the best for everyone !!!!! Gambateh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exhausted.....Head-ache and COUGH .....for almost two weeks...

2009-02-16T06:07:00.000-08:00

cough..cough...cough....!!!!!!!
walao...help me la.......tired day.....I think i should change my schedule d.....siao liao la....will die mia.... beh tong liao.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO RIDES THEIR BIKE EVERYDAY :
I hope that there is no another person after my best friend, Chee Ho's accident few days ago...falling off from his bike.....thank God !!! He is still ok....and still, he can make jokes when i called him just now.... Take care of yourselves all my friends !!! If there's anything happening to you....why don't you think of your parents as well as your family members...they will be very sad and disappointed....at least, think for your family and friends !!!! They(your mum and dad) expected the best from you, and giving you what you want for all's convenience...the motorbike..i guess.....i hope you all don't abuse it as well....use it safely.....
If anything happened on you, they would blame themselves for the rest of their lives....because, the feeling is just like they're leading their own sons to the end of their lives which they didn't wish to when they're deliberating whether they ought to let you to have a motorbike license or not...

you life is in your own hand, i have nothing to do about it...all i can do is....give you all the best advice as possible....and...i don't wish to lose anyone of my friend lah...pls !!!!!! drive safely..I hope this would help....

15 th of Feb...

2009-02-16T05:51:00.000-08:00

Ordinary day...but....happy....
went to tuition this morning and then went to E-En and Dennis's house to play....
Went to E-En's house 1st, played meetoto...and cheated many ppl...LoL...we made a drama , it was funny !!! When it was my turn to perform, i opened webcam and sang...after the chorus...suddenly, a cane strikes me and I was acting innocent and came down from the stage to stop my performance... Wooo!!!! everybody was cheated and laughed like hell.....after me , there was the turn of a girl, she laughed and said "aunty, It's not guilty to sing "....lol.... seems very success for the first time....E-En shown the cane and swung the cane many times in front of the webcam... I still remember, every person in that room asked..."a cane ??!!!! "...haha...lame .....quite steam....
E-En, attemped to do the same in other room, but failed.....we did it too fast....and nobody were realised what we were trying to do....amteh...

Wilson is going back d....we gonna miss him !!!! all the best Wilson !!!!!!

Valentine Day !!!!!!!!!! Nothing to me to expect for....

2009-02-14T10:25:00.000-08:00

I expected nothing this whole day......I'm just hoping that all the couples can enjoy their time and cherish their relationship...In fact, wish those who are still a single like me....ALL THE BEST !!! happy always is the most necessary way to insist a happy life....no doubt about it, i felt really happy this 14th of Feb morning as this day is also the annual sport event in our school, "cross country run "....I dutied and had fun with all my ‘Games Steward' friends and member...I try the best way to keep me in the mood and being a good G.S for our last year...

Anyway, wish my best friend, Kelvin , have won the 3rd place for this year cross country run... To celebrate the happiness together...after the event, E-En, Kelvin , Teik Ting , Jason Seet , Meng Yi Wei came to my house and ate pizza without paying me the ordering money..=.=..shit...haha...

After the celebration, we went back to school again for the Choir Club activity..holy crap !!! I realised that my voice are changing, just like what has Kitz Wong said .. becoming poorer....maybe it's cause by my sickness in throat...sputum is surrounding my whole throat for nearly about more than one weeks...damn...wtf.... Finally, saw the Choir Coach appears again to coach us...she's a marvelous singing teacher, many technique can be learnt from her...
Between, i saw "Liu Wan Ying" !!!! the champion of the World Hokkien song competition !!!! She joined Choir Club !!!!!!!!! she's quite tall and has a cute face....She's much prettier than i watched her in TV...in TV, she's more mature and seems older....her skin is not very fair ...and i really wanted to hera her sing in live in close distance..

walao...Kitz Wong!!!!! you're so cool !!!!!!!! 伯乐is made by you ? holy crap !!!! damn nice !!!....
He wrotes the song lyrics and composed the melody indeed and sold is to Taiwan music company and ended up in Yoga's album...I just can't believe it !!! you're so damn geng !!! Just now , we heard the song made by him, one word to describe it...Spectacular!!!! he also works together with JJ Lin, Lin Yu Zhong , Man Jiang Hong .... he sells his song to 'He Run Dong' lately he told us.. that song is the theme song of 'He Run Dong' coming album..He's just so cool !!!!

The Valentine day eve....Feb of 13th.....

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Hey yo, I think I'm in love with her la.....but the feeling is not so stable...started to have a mere feelings upon her...lol....since im still a single, i think i still have the freedom to 'kua cha bo' lol....
Im not a pervert okay..im just appreciating the beautifulness of the creation of God..i mean opposite sex..haha...actually, when im falling in love with somebody, my focus point will moved to that particular 'somebody'...just incase, if i found that she's not the kind that can communicate with me and steam(happy) together , i will give up to pursue further understanding upon her... I hope this time, i have made a right decision....

I decided to reveal a part of my privacy because the Valentine Day is near......lol...This is my thought at that day,though... I accompanied my best friend,E.T, went to bought the valentine present for his beloved one since around form 1 or form 2 i guess...he bought some stationary which highlighter, a mechanical pencel and an eraser which representing different meaning for him to express his feelings and regardness upon his beloved....he stayed at my house yesterday and we shared our stories(censored)...lol...

Nearly forget, Wilson is going back to Austrialia....We'll be missing him ...haha... all the best for u !!!!!!!!!!

2.24am....posted on 15th Feb in the early morning...

Feb of 11...

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lol....delay delay and delay......damn it !!!! delayed to post my blog for two days........to cover up what I've promised , haizz... i have to update myself frequently... guard myself with great discipline..omg....hope I'll change indeed...as fast as possible....

Nothing remarkable to post..so i decide to post some pictures taken in 4th of Feb

HERE YOU GO...The Essence Of "Pizza"Tasty~
Dennis...lost his virginity～err...yuks ??

Nice post Kelvin
Zhi Hong......not the first time gua,......

A monk and his tomato advertisement...
Lojing the suggestor
Lyon the self-higher
He likes to support crazy things around him

We went to celebrate Yong Hwa's Birthday at Pizza Hut....but the sad irony is,the main character on that day, Yong Hwa can't go to the Pizza Party, but we still celebrated it,though...=.= holy crap...we are the bunch of insane kids~ what's the point ?! lol.. and still...we 'celebrated' it happily with the 'steam time'....we mixed all the remaining food at the end of the eating...haha...u'll imagine how it taste like in the soup....the soup mixed with the mushroom soup,cheese powder, and.... rubbish.... no people vomitted and diarrhead...happy moment there...nice !!

It's Vital for us to learn how to differentiate the type of friends you have all around you...

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Many friends around me.. everyone's changing as the time flies, i can see their real side of face after a long period of time....I'm observing them all the time, i discovered a very funny thing recently... The way they treat you is different after some certain 'events' are taken part... i don't want to share this sensitive issues here . my main purpose to write something here is to remind me what I've saw today(only me,myself know it)...

After school today, i stayed down and took two society photo ..The former is The Choir's Club while the latter is The Counseling (SLAD) Club...I'm just a member in The Choir's Club but a vice president in the SLAD, Counseling Club... nothing special, but i still want to type it here....steam~

After tuition, went to the practice of the blue house with Zhong Xin....we walked for the whole track and chatted along the walk...nice guy, anyone who interested with him, just tell me, i have his hp no....p.s: he's still a single and available,though.....lol...

Damn.!!!! what a day ..... busy and frustrated .... 9th of Feb

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Gosh !!! tired....exhausted..that's all i wanted to say ... this morning...almost late for the morning tuition....dont know why, i felt frustrated when my eyes was opened on the spot without a reason..
I felt better after the last tuition of today...Monday is the most busy day of every week this year..holy crap...i hope I'll adapt this kinda days for the sake of my SPM result.. lol...hope I'll get a good result for this...The reason why i arrange all my tuition time together in one day is i don't have any other time to separate them in another day and the other reason is...i would rather make myself busy in one day than busy all day long everyday,though...i hope that my decisions is viable,feasible that can brings me benefits...
Cut me hair just now...no comment for that...

Recently, after i refreshed my mind , i found out that i've become a procrastinator on my study, i think i should let off all the holiday mood and cast them aside and focus on my study .. Critical government examination is ahead..i should treat it seriously..i hope all my friends can do well too...all the best to you all !!!

JERRY !!!! DISCIPLINE YOURSELF !!!! DON'T SLACK !!!!!

By the way, almost forget to wish 9th of February babies a very happy birthday !!!!
First one, to my cutest cousin in this world, Wendy..haha...i hope she'll reduce her day-dreaming like what what what...lo...u know la ..kakaka... ok la...wish her will become as pretty and as cute as Hebe when she's grown up...
Next , my best friend...Yee Shao a.k.a the black chicken...haha....all the best for her this year in SPM...wish her a very happy birthday and the skin will become fairer...kidding...don't scold me....

what a day~ bye...

Fine day...an Ordinary day.......8th of February

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1.00 am this morning, before i slept...chatted with my JB cousin who is currently working in K.L . He recommended me a autobiography which is written by Alan Greenspan,a central banker in U.S,... "Age Of Turbulence" ..to be honest, i don't know what's the content of the book,but i guess...it's 100 percent pertinent to the outbreak of the economic crisis of the world lately.. according to my cousin, the real scapegoat is Bush, not this old man, Greenspan , though.. Greenspan is blamed as he have kept the interest rates to low for too long ... i don't know...i can hardly understand what is going on now in this world economy..i've just knew that,foreclosures of houses and retrenchment of jobs globally has becoming a vogue undeniably...sigh~...God..please send us a savior...

Anyway, what does childhood meant to you ? Just now, when i was having our supper in 'mamak' stall with my family members and uncle , we started to share our remarkable childhood story, the topic was all about the slaying of animals and i felt disgusted with the human being , though im also one of them...lol... Barbarity of human being will be punished by what they had done to the nature....the side effects...the disasters....

and...

it's happy and delightful to hobnobbing with our family as well as relatives...after the Chinese New Year party this year...i have truly found that our family is the most reliable compared to our friends.....because yesterday's tragedy has saddened me ..

My best friend disappointed me seriously.... 7th of February

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let me start from the hardest time of today---when I was practicing songs with my band a.k.a Vacation Inn members and also the newly added basser, E-en were enjoying the atmosphere of jamming together , except for me when the song have reached the climax--the part where i supposed to get high with all those my members , i nearly burst my throats out..... shit~... "The Reason" and "不再犹豫"....holy crap...i turned up to have the same voice as the Nickleback's vokal -Chad Kroeger, which is rough and has his own style!!!I'm lovin' it !!!!...I've started to love Nickleback...their new songs are great ! but back to the point...im just being too imaginative to reach his level...lol..lame~ =.=

Back from my dreams , E-En, our newly joined member of V.I are trying to adapt himself in our band..i really hope that we can work on our best and perform together for this year, last year as well.... Gambateh E-En !!!! Welcome to our band !!!! Ron , Welson , Lyon , Jerry , Zhi Hong and E-En will become the best team ever !!!!!!!

Ok...the crapping is over....now...the disappointment affairs i've encountered just now after the tuition....
He(i'm not going to meantion his name) ,asked me whether i will be attending the barbeque party of my another friend or not... then, i answered him that he doesnt invited me for that , as mostly everytime when they invited me to go for gathering anywhere outside , i keep on absent and eventually...they prefer not to invite me to go for any functions they have... then, u know what he told me ? he said..."Maybe your 'friends circle' has already different from us...you have your band members..." that's what he said to me... imagine that..YOUR BEST FRIEND!!! told you some kind of this shit to you...what will you feel ??? huh ??? u know what ? im totally disappointed of what he has said from his mouth.. I can't believe it !!! It's like piercing your heart with a knife non-stoply...what an agony, dude... i used to treat your as my best friend and share all my perspective on everything to you...i've always reserves a space in my heart to you as my best friend..what u told me just now...disappointed me.. i think i have to think over and reconsidering you as my best friend...i doubted you....just cant tell...!!!!

I'll Be Blog-ing Everyday.....

2009-02-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

Why i wanted to re-blogging as well as posting my dairy here ? My main point is...i'm provoked !! I got the inspiration from my feelings to reveal what i feel everyday...without stopping....
my point is to....let everybody beside me to know my tiny little story in the chronicle of my life...
but.. some private affairs wont be discussed here,though.... i have my privacy,dude !!! haha... what the crap.... i wish my feelings and all that won't irritate anyone who read my blog.. Happy Chinese Year !!!!!